I used to classify myself as a blogger, however I don't feel like I meet the specifications any longer. I don't really read other blogs. I don't blog consistently. I rarely even look at the thing. If my blog were a garden, it would look something like this:
Neglected.
Why would I let this happen to what used to be one of my most prized possessions?!
When I really sit down and think about it, I come to the conclusion that there is an underlying motive behind the time people invest in their hobbies. For example, I love to read classic literature. But when I'm really being honest with myself, a big part of the reason that I love reading these sometimes awfully dry, terribly long, and quite difficult books is because I like to be able to tell people I've read such-and-such. And I also like to challenge myself! But I'd be lying if I didn't admit I enjoy the warm flush of pride I feel by saying, "Oh, that book? Yeah, I've read it." So there's that. And I guess what I'm trying to say is that I've lost my motive for blogging.
I used to blog because I was a super emo single adult that wanted to make sense of life and being a grownup.
Then I started to blog for attention. Who knew watching the number of followers one had could be such a rush?
Next I blogged because I was super unhappy and homesick and dealing with what was soon to be diagnosed as . . .
Depression. I blogged about depression a lot because it consumed me and blogging helped me to fight my way out.
Then I wrote about whatever happened to cross my mind and intrigue me.
And now I just straight up have nothing. I really have no motive to blog. And it makes me sad. Because I wish I did.
Don't get me wrong. My life is still eventful. Being a mom is the most work and fun I've ever had. Motherhood is what consumes me now. I just don't really have much insight to share on the topic since I'm an amateur and I feel quite strongly that Sheriff's childhood does not belong on the internet. And so I'm silent.
What is your motive for blogging?